I have the darkest thoughts…
I want to die.
Death is easy. There is no more pain. No more having to suffer.
Im worthless. I’ll never be good enough. Im ugly. Gross. Disgusting. Sick.
I’ve stopped eating again because im afraid of gaining weight.
I need to start puking if I ever do eat.
Just need to teach myself how to without getting scared.
Nobody will ever notice. Nobody will ever know.